ever growing..

very few things to not forget...  got bloc party newest and also the faint's finally.

jenny lewis new

she and him

conor oberst new  

school

fyi's are my iou's

ohh i'm on probation from buying anything.. til my birthday. its actually more like summer. how exciting.

the minus is: 

dog food

gas

starving food

maybe one hair appt.

wooohooo

you got to try that sonnn

christmas dinner was really good minus nellie getting burned from the pan. i saw all the crews which was really nice. my movie collection is growing finally: burn after reading, girl interrupted, clockwork orange, i heart huckabees (fuckabees). saw milk again and it had a really long doubt preview that sealed the deal for me wanting to see it. movies are my new favorite and i love the untouchables. i like to see how people choose to design.... 

12. 22

want a bit want. get done done.

tricks and w c s

that was your first good one in a while. you need to stop it now.

clean room check. new records : b.spears mr.west fallout of montreal. fantastic four seriously. breakfast ihop always fun new little booties thanks to hili. break down of alg:

thirty-eight points in my work.. forty points are game among the last four- need to obtain at least thirty of those. cross fingers. always fail one bit every year. don't want to go in but its saturday its a bit of a guarantee.. needed to learn how to spell that.

changed my name.. its goofball

"the nicest boy award. who gives out an award like that? i should of brought that to the attention of the judge who sentenced me to nine months in jail" -Tommy Chong.

 julie had the book and its so good! also when christina does it good, its fantastic...:

ohh hey ace

If you're going to try, go all the way. Otherwise don't even start. This could mean losing girlfriends, wives, relatives, jobs. And maybe your mind. It could mean not eating for three or four days. It could mean freezing on a park bench. It could mean jail. It could mean derision. It could mean mockery, isolation. Isolation is the gift. All the others are a test of your endurance. Of how much you really want to do it. And you'll do it, despite rejection in the worst odds. And it will be better than anything else you can imagine. If you're going to try, go all the way. There is no other feeling like that. You will be alone with the gods. And the nights will flame with fire. You will ride life straight to perfect laughter. It's the only good fight there is. -Charles Bukowski

the like.. of course.

hi button

two failed naps. tomorrow i want to sleep all day and then take a nap at laur's. today was so much better actually did a lot.. i got a lot of for sure hours which is so good. after yesterday i need them. i got the cents from hil and so i decided on what to wear. yay. hopefully get the bottles tomorrow need cash cash cash. a

december tiny

obv. goofball

six out of about eleven done. trust me it was a bit of a fortune... i have the most fun with her because i can be really mean and nothing is taken seriously. saw the where the wild things are tee should of gotten maybe i will when i find nku.. nel is freezing this place stays so cold and i don't know how the heat works. 

boujoi.. no way you can get that

i don't expect anyone to understand from my point of view.  its so difficult to actually get on this level of non-sense and disillusion. i got a tree i got it... nel loved it. i plan on doing more shopping for everyone tomorrow, i don't even believe its just giving... i love the donations it ridiculous.

little hot mess

maybe all these would work... if i go to saks and see these booties i will be in trouble.. i have been looking for them. i'm thinking that combo who knows though. i really don't know what shoes and tights to pair the dress with hmmm.

december LV

i don't even understand.. so tired of this happening. daze daze daze. i don't care but at least i'm not selfish.

bitch is dangerous.. i wish my face would stop being messy i always forget to change clinque lotions for winter so i get dried bad.

ringleader a.

Stam is one of my favorites. Along with Kerr and Abbey Lee. my world is fun.... the first two photos i love love love 

he got service i got service

loose curls or this updo are whats going to happen. maybe this makeup set also- can't really tell ace. may change to brown mascara though. ocd to clean room sucka

biting my nails how horrid no nail polish policy

just get a bow its a-ok

until the 12th (minus 5th) nothing but work, act read/study, hw/study. very basic but this isn't going to be fun. the 13th is act so i leave laur's at 5am horrible horrible.. this will show how much focus i will have. plus i need to fill out applications for colleges i am really unprepared honestly... oh well. the side of my lip is finally getting better it was wack.. something really exciting happens at least once a day and they are seriously so simple but thats what i like. ughh now its just work for a week..

he quoted britney today

alright so i was a little fattie for a little while.. now i mean for my height i want to be a certain weight. doesn't everyone? i hate so much food but i'm not going to be that person that picky one which causes me to not make decision and makes you thank every spirt for the dear elle who likes me to decide for the most part! i believe there is a time and a place for your time.... alright to the fattie, i just have  been doing what i want i use to be a 2 in california now i am a 00. this made me jump but not as high for milk...got my fifties and schedule- i will have a date with merlot or ridge that night at laurens so i please i called off! i will come in on act day (alert- i will be texting how i hate my life on the 13).these photos from my phone are coming out really big sorry i'm trying to fix it.... and being nice is the best thing you can do just please please do this its not much to ask for everyone deserves it and even for the people that don't deserve it seriously. karma.

too much excitement...

i may not get the storm for a while but thanks to the commercials i figured out i can download something onto my phone (i need to get a memory card for sure) to send all my photos directly to my flickr... how awesome. so many exciting things happen and its just ridiculous it makes me happy!

milk

being excited is an understatement. 

and he did lie a lot

water. orange juice. red bull. for the day time at least

fall for the same style of bags and shoes and for the most part dresses. liking coach isn't really something i could say but they have a plain black with SILVER its close to impossible to find a bag with silver but rather gold.. i really don't like gold whatsoever. i do love the LV gloves with gold... the untouchables wish i stayed up to watch all of it and casino only saw the end and it looked good. 

i think its cold

feeling this way is bad news. its sick but worse. can't even sleep and so now its time for the wrong way.. related is not possible. the dress sienna is wearing is perfect i'd die for it. don't care about much most is fake and i could care less. at least being as close to content as i can is nice. and i tried trio finally with tessa and her mum finally, it was good. they are always fun.